Hari ke-23: High hopes, know me better

Sometimes I cry so hard. When I want anything but I can't have it. Tears drop and my heart hurts.. That time I want to share my problems with someone, with my friends. Hope they'll support me and make me feel better. But I can't. I don't know why. I can not tell anything to others, although I want to do it. I can't be honest when I have problems, even to myself. I just keep it inside, feel my heart beating. Then crying over and over again. Blame myself. One day my friends asked me "What happened to you honey?" and I answered, "Nothing, I'm okay". Don't ever believe me when you ask me and I answer like that. I could stand in every conditions, but it doesn't mean that I'm strong..