Give me a little try

Maybe it's because of I left it behind, so my abilities go down.  Hufffffffff huuufffff I'm on my way to make it up up up again like it used to. Well, to be honest, I used to love photography so much and love to design and edited everything to make it looks great! I made some themes for my phone last night, until my friend watch it and told me, "You should be a web designer or whatever it called! It is wonderful, ya know!" And I just smiled :)

Thank you, I'll try....

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Hehehe I listed my dreams, hope this will be come true. Aamiin :)

I miss my Cream Pie ♥

I hope you can see the way I see. This life isn't as simple as you expected. I really hope you will always learn from my mistakes and never do the same. I'm sorry for everything that I had ever done to you. But I will never leave you, I love you, my lil brother. Good luck for live! :)

Never Mind

Sometimes we don't understand people. Sometimes we are too selfish to understand and always judge them first. For example, when someone did something, you think that they did it because they hate you. Why don't you ask first to make it clear? Being judged for what we didn't is like "OMG you gotta be kidding me, leave me alone then!!!!!!!!!!" Well, just because I'm not talking, doesn't mean I'm in a bad mood; sometimes I just like being quiet. And just because I don't care; it doesn't mean that I don't understand!

I talk out loud like you’re still around.

Memang ya, kita ga akan pernah tau apa yang kita punya sebelum kita kehilangan. Tapi dengan kehilangan, kita akan tau bagaimana indahnya saat-saat dimana kita masih memilikinya, merasakan sakitnya sekarang kita sudah tidak lagi memilikinya, dan kadang tersenyum, menangis mengenangnya. Pagi ini, entah kenapa tiba-tiba saja menangis karena membaca timeline teman yang mengenang sahabatnya yang telah berpulang. Padahal aku tidak mengenalnya, hanya tau saja dulu waktu SMA. Mungkin dia adalah orang yang terlalu baik sehingga setiap tingkahnya membekas indah di setiap hati teman-temannya. Begitu menyayangi sahabatnya, sampai begitu banyak yang merindukan kehadirannya. Bagiku, ini adalah hal yang sangat indah.

Sahabatmu mengatakan, "Seandainya waktu itu dia ikut hunting sunrise ke pantai, pasti hari ini kita masih bisa futsal dan kuliah bareng."

This isn't an accidentally thing, it's just because God loves you so much. Hey you, I'm so jealous with you. Rest in peace, even if I don't know you, thanks for the lesson... :)

"may good fortune be with you, may your guiding light be strong... and in my heart you will remain..."

Me. Oxygen. Mom

I love you. Today. Tomorrow. Always. And you will be my number one. I miss you. Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. Even I miss you when we are talking. When I just left home to school. I know my love will never be as big as your love. But, Mom, I love you always ♥♥♥♥♥

Missing mommy. I wish it will be rain again.

Now playing: So Close, So Far (Hoobastank)

I know I complain alot, and not everyone likes it. I know I'm selfish, I really am, but I wanna change it. I'm just too pissed off, yet disappointed.

I almost forget to write everything down. I was too selfish to realize that I can't catch it without planned it before. I remembered one of my friend ever said, "You are the master of your own fate." Now I know what is the real meaning of those words. I know exactly how it will be effect in my life. Thanks, bro! :)

I wish I could be that flexible. Smile, laugh, chat, do silly things, write everything as much as I want, take pictures, eat ice cream, go hang out, read tons of books, watch films, listen to music, etc. You know, I miss it. It seems like I am live, but I can't get the feeling that I am live! And that's creepy. Some people said, "Hey yo, go live your life. You know YOLO? It means, You Only Live Once." Yeah, I will start it now, right now! :)

"Sometimes you have to say goodbye to the things you know and hello to the things you don't." -The Reivers (1969)

Mau bikin cerpen, tapi selalu berhenti tengah jalan. Merasa ceritanya garing, ga menarik, ngebosenin. Mau gambar, ga ada inspirasi, ga ada foto yang bisa diutak-utik. Sempet nanya, sempet bingung, sempet nyari kesana-kemari, sebenernya apa ya bakat yang menonjol dariku? Dan sekarang udah sedikit nemu :)

"Thank you Mom, for having me. I know it was a lot of pain." -Click (2006)