27 Sept 2016

Mixed Up Feeling and How I Handle It

Hi again. How are you doing today?
Decided to stop by, because I really feel my stomach is not feel so good.
So do is my heart condition in the past 2 weeks.
I really have a complex thing on my brain. But now it is okay.
Wanna share a bit with you guys. Please listen up.

Some reasons behind this condition:
1. Mood swing. Ups and downs, but you will really feel the down.
How to fix this thing? Find what makes you relax. For my case, my cats are my medicine.
They know my mood and how to handle me at my worst. And other thing, is my love.
He told me to find another favorite thing. What I find is amazing.
He asked me to start cooking. I start to consider about it. And I do what he suggested.
The result? My mood back! Thanks to them.

2. Environment. Family? Friends? Work? Yes!
They will affect me most. Especially my family.
How to fix this? I try to talk about what I feel directly.
For me, this thing is not an easy thing to do. Since I'm not an open person.
Even to my family, I am not that close even to my parents. But, one day I make my decision.
I try to talk to them what I really want and what they think about it.
The result was amazing. For someone who is not feel that I have much supports.
This thing boost up my mood fast!
And as for my friends and my work, I thank God I always surrounded by many positive ones.
So I can share what my thought and they respond positively.

3. Housework. I live alone (live separately from my parents because I work in different city).
I have to do all by myself. For some time, when I came home from work.
I will feel even more tired when I haven't done my housework.
And worst, it made me cry sometimes because no one help (such a drama baby lol)
How to fix this? I am a person who will be happy and satisfied when I see things so neat.
So I keep this in my mind that, "Who will do it other than myself?"
And of couse I do it happily. And I think about the result.
I will be happy if my house is so neat. So this thing don't burden me anymore.

So yeah, simple things sometimes can burden your heart and brain so much.
Until you don't even realize that it was just simple things. And it is so simple to fix that.
So, I always pray that you never be in this condition as I am.
And if you do so, I hope you can realize what the cause and can resolve it soon!

One point from this post is ------

Talk to you soon!

25 Sept 2016

Hi Again!

Hi! Long time no post, by long time I really mean a really really long time! Teehee!
I changed my banner. Made it by myself, I wish it looks good.
If it's not, it's okay, because I like it lol

Anyway, what are you up to? Wish you always good, whether it is body, brain, or your heart.

I am good, but not really. But yeah I'm okay. I mean it! You don't have to worry.
Many things happened, it was good and bad. Like this life, never stop changing.
But I always thank God, whether it is good or bad ones, it will always lead me to something.
And everything happened for a reason, I will always stand up and strong.

You too, okay?
I think I will give you a quote about it, hope it will make you better.
Will write more, hope I can keep my word lol

See you around!