I feel infinite

Dear friend,

Me and Rama recently often call each other. I guess he is busy with his stuff at college. And I can understand it. I do understand it. All I can feel is, I am fine. So much better than before. And my heart doesn't hurt anymore. And I don't feel any pain that usually break my heart. I can keep it. And I am doing well. And my heart starts to feel nothing. I wonder whether it's good or bad, is that a good news or even a bad news? I don't know. I'm fine but I think it's not good.

Love always,

Tara