Welcome 2017!

Hi!

Welcome 2017! Kembali menulis setelah pergantian tahun. Bagaimana kalian menghabiskan pergantian tahun ini? Aku hanya berkumpul bersama teman-teman, sekedar BBQ-an dan mengobrol tentang hal remeh yang membuat tawa. Ups, sebenarnya aku akhirnya tertidur di kamar karena di tengah acara aku sudah mulai mengantuk.


Tidak seperti tahun-tahun sebelumnya, dimana aku akan membuat list resolusiku, aku hanya berharap aku bisa melakukan semua rencana-rencana dan cita-citaku di tahun ini---untuk apa saja rencanaku, sepertinya itu tidak perlu kubahas karena tidak begitu banyak seperti sebelumnya. Kalaupun belum bisa terlaksana, semoga jalan menuju kesana sudah mulai terbuka. Semoga segala persoalan di tahun 2016 bisa terselesaikan dan diberikan jalan terang. Semoga semua ini berakhir bahagia.


Hal terpenting yang aku harapkan di tahun ini adalah, semoga aku tidak merasa sendiri dan asing lagi ditengah mereka, semoga mereka mau membuka diri, memahami, dan menghormati pilihanku. Semoga aku tidak egois lagi, pun mereka. Semoga jalanku semakin lancar dan dimudahkan untuk segala hal.


Terimakasih 2016 yang penuh cerita, banyak kebahagiaan yang aku alami, banyak pula kesedihan di tahun ini. Tidak kusesali satu hal pun, justru aku belajar banyak darimu. Terimakasih :)


Ini rant tidak jelas, hanya ingin menulis.
Happy New Year, everyone!

Mixed Up Feeling and How I Handle It

Hi again. How are you doing today?
Decided to stop by, because I really feel my stomach is not feel so good.
So do is my heart condition in the past 2 weeks.
I really have a complex thing on my brain. But now it is okay.
Wanna share a bit with you guys. Please listen up.

Some reasons behind this condition:
1. Mood swing. Ups and downs, but you will really feel the down.
How to fix this thing? Find what makes you relax. For my case, my cats are my medicine.
They know my mood and how to handle me at my worst. And other thing, is my love.
He told me to find another favorite thing. What I find is amazing.
He asked me to start cooking. I start to consider about it. And I do what he suggested.
The result? My mood back! Thanks to them.

2. Environment. Family? Friends? Work? Yes!
They will affect me most. Especially my family.
How to fix this? I try to talk about what I feel directly.
For me, this thing is not an easy thing to do. Since I'm not an open person.
Even to my family, I am not that close even to my parents. But, one day I make my decision.
I try to talk to them what I really want and what they think about it.
The result was amazing. For someone who is not feel that I have much supports.
This thing boost up my mood fast!
And as for my friends and my work, I thank God I always surrounded by many positive ones.
So I can share what my thought and they respond positively.

3. Housework. I live alone (live separately from my parents because I work in different city).
I have to do all by myself. For some time, when I came home from work.
I will feel even more tired when I haven't done my housework.
And worst, it made me cry sometimes because no one help (such a drama baby lol)
How to fix this? I am a person who will be happy and satisfied when I see things so neat.
So I keep this in my mind that, "Who will do it other than myself?"
And of couse I do it happily. And I think about the result.
I will be happy if my house is so neat. So this thing don't burden me anymore.

So yeah, simple things sometimes can burden your heart and brain so much.
Until you don't even realize that it was just simple things. And it is so simple to fix that.
So, I always pray that you never be in this condition as I am.
And if you do so, I hope you can realize what the cause and can resolve it soon!

One point from this post is ------

Talk to you soon!

Hi Again!

Hi! Long time no post, by long time I really mean a really really long time! Teehee!
I changed my banner. Made it by myself, I wish it looks good.
If it's not, it's okay, because I like it lol

Anyway, what are you up to? Wish you always good, whether it is body, brain, or your heart.

I am good, but not really. But yeah I'm okay. I mean it! You don't have to worry.
Many things happened, it was good and bad. Like this life, never stop changing.
But I always thank God, whether it is good or bad ones, it will always lead me to something.
And everything happened for a reason, I will always stand up and strong.

You too, okay?
I think I will give you a quote about it, hope it will make you better.
Will write more, hope I can keep my word lol

See you around!

Lemongrass Tea, favorite!

Selamat pagi, siang, malam~

Diwaktu apapun tetep harus semangat!!!

Lemongrass tea dari @selamatpagi_

untuk merefresh hari-harimu ahaha

ini bukan iklan, soalnya emang sukak bangeedddsss :)

それを仕上げたい！

こんばんは！

ちょっと立ち往生。。。

そして、私はそれを嫌う！

それを仕上げたい！

速い！早く！

あたしアホだな！

くそ！くそ！くそ！

それを行う！

（´-`）.｡oO

もっともっとサンジくんのサポートを作る立ち上がった

ありがとうございます！

今から私はがんばれる！

今から私を応援してください！

Time goes on :)

こんばんは！

This week have already passed.

A lot of happy feeling.

おつかれさまです。

But, the struggle is not over.

Should fight harder!

がんばりましょ！

I've been listening to L'Arc-en-Ciel a lot.

You can check my Last.fm what track I've played.

For today, I've been listening to "Time goes on"!

Don't know why, but, I think the meaning suit my feeling.

これは大好きですよ！

Please listen to it too.

I'll post the lyric translation too~

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"TIME GOES ON"

Can you hear that noise yet?

Now, as it is, I want to stop time

Wrapped up in those soft days, everything is so radiant

Even though I should've known from the start

Only those incoherent words resound, in vain

Yet as I still sleep, I want to keep dreaming this dream

The withered leaves dancing in the wind, pile up within my heart

You never disappear, but I won't hold you back

From now on, from this place, everything is going to change

Surely, that one light is overflowing still, up ahead on the path you choose

If it's for you, I can keep walking as I play the clown

Just don't take away that smile

Even though I should've known from the start

Because my disorientation closed off the season

It is I who was dreaming

Everything is like a white foam, floating away into the air

+++++++++++++++++++おまけ+++++++++++++++++++

New collection to My One Piece collection.

Ace, Shanks, and Mihawk-sama

Banpresto plush doll

かわいい！！！

Doing selfie with these 3 babes

They won't stop moving, LOL

See you in my next post~

My 1st experience~

こんばんは！

hiyaaaaah satu resolusiku di tahun ini alhamdulillah terwujud lagi... Mau tau apa?! Aku mulai cosu~ yeay!
Terwujud jugaaa cosu pertama di Jogja, tapi bukan di Jogja Japan Week, tapi di Japan Java Cullture Fest di UTY heheh ///// Cosu jadi Mirai Kuriyama. Awalnya sempet galau mau cosu atau ga, tapi udah capek-capek bawa-bawa costum masa ga dipake (pikirku), dan disemangatin sama Kak Joe juga, akhirnya yatta~~~~

 Hijikata-san & Okita-san XD

 hiiiiiwwww /////////

 Paporit ///////////

 Thanks for coming bestie~

 Ini dia Kak Joe! A good companion!

 Farfalla Kurenai, sugoi~

 Double Mirai nyuww~

 Group foto~

 Yang mirip Pita hihihi

Otsukaresamadeshita~ Arigatou gozaimasu~

Aaaah karena sibuk muter sana sini, poto sama ini itu, jadi ga sempet muter-muter ke stand-stand. Tapi sebelum pulang mampir ke satu stand, terus nemu keychains Sanji-kun, aaahahaha sasuga me, dibeli! xD

本当に楽しかった! See you in my next post~

ディナール

サンジくんの横に立ってしたいと思います。

こんばんは！

Actually don't know what to write XD

But since I really miss Sanji-kun lately, I will post what I made these few days then!

This is my new collection of him. Actually I have mentioned it in my "January-February Haul" post but I haven't show you the pictures yet, so... It still kept in its box.

Hhhhh, too cool, I actually wanna do some photoshoots, but I won't open its box!!! I wanna keep him save because, you know that "he is all you're dreaming about and yatta you finally own him" feeling!!! I become too obsessive I guess, but who cares! Yeah no one! So don't bother! xD

And this is a nailart(?), oh come on, it can't be a nailart because it's some failure  XD

I made this because I don't have any idea what to do with my nails and suddenly my friend suggested me to write Sanji-kun's name, and tadaaaa~~~~ I wrote his name in Hiragana!!! Thanks friend!

So, this is my story or you can call it my weirdness for this week LOL. See you in my next post~

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Dream job?

こんばんわ！

I don't know why I suddenly have an inspiration to write about my dream job. Please bear with my imagination, because it might be something you think that it's silly, childish, or even you will think that I have no spirit to struggle in this harsh world. Just, well, why so serious?!

My dream job:

1. I wish I could just read mangas or novels and get paid because of it.

I love reading, especially manga and novel. And when I read it, it seems like I have move to another world and I could travel to another places without have to worry about money or even my recent problem. I just think that why we have to worry so much about finding money and how to keep alive for worrying such thing. I just wondering why we can't do what we love to do and can keep our live from it?! Just that simple, as long as we are happy, is that even a problem?!

2. I wish I could watch animes or films and tell people about my reviews without have to write it down!

3. I wish I could travel around the world and stay where I want to, anytime and anywhere I want without have to worry about anything.

4. I wish I could collect all the collectibles of Doraemon, Sailormoon, Creamy Mami, and One Piece without have to spend any cent.

5. I wish I have a power to keep this world from falling apart and make it a better place.

That's my dream job. A dream is just a dream if I can't make it real. So I struggle now to make it real, even I know some of it might not ever be happen. But, who knows?! You never know what will happen. Tell me yours if you mind.

See you in my next post...

ディナール

Little walk

Long time no post! Last night I went to Ace Hardware to buy some gifts for my friend's wedding. There are so many cute stuff I really want to buy but unfortunately I have no money so I just capture it lol lol! Here are some pictures~

 Hello Kitty! Pinku!

 I want this clock

 Kawaii.......

 Kawaii.......

 Kawaii painting!

 Eiffel painting! Sugoi!

Separated? LOL

 Fish!

 Kawaii clock!

I also want this clock!

Today was quite fun, let's have some more fun tomorrow and all day! Tanoshikatta desu! See you in my next post...