Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

27 Sept 2016

Mixed Up Feeling and How I Handle It

Hi again. How are you doing today?
Decided to stop by, because I really feel my stomach is not feel so good.
So do is my heart condition in the past 2 weeks.
I really have a complex thing on my brain. But now it is okay.
Wanna share a bit with you guys. Please listen up.

Some reasons behind this condition:
1. Mood swing. Ups and downs, but you will really feel the down.
How to fix this thing? Find what makes you relax. For my case, my cats are my medicine.
They know my mood and how to handle me at my worst. And other thing, is my love.
He told me to find another favorite thing. What I find is amazing.
He asked me to start cooking. I start to consider about it. And I do what he suggested.
The result? My mood back! Thanks to them.

2. Environment. Family? Friends? Work? Yes!
They will affect me most. Especially my family.
How to fix this? I try to talk about what I feel directly.
For me, this thing is not an easy thing to do. Since I'm not an open person.
Even to my family, I am not that close even to my parents. But, one day I make my decision.
I try to talk to them what I really want and what they think about it.
The result was amazing. For someone who is not feel that I have much supports.
This thing boost up my mood fast!
And as for my friends and my work, I thank God I always surrounded by many positive ones.
So I can share what my thought and they respond positively.

3. Housework. I live alone (live separately from my parents because I work in different city).
I have to do all by myself. For some time, when I came home from work.
I will feel even more tired when I haven't done my housework.
And worst, it made me cry sometimes because no one help (such a drama baby lol)
How to fix this? I am a person who will be happy and satisfied when I see things so neat.
So I keep this in my mind that, "Who will do it other than myself?"
And of couse I do it happily. And I think about the result.
I will be happy if my house is so neat. So this thing don't burden me anymore.

So yeah, simple things sometimes can burden your heart and brain so much.
Until you don't even realize that it was just simple things. And it is so simple to fix that.
So, I always pray that you never be in this condition as I am.
And if you do so, I hope you can realize what the cause and can resolve it soon!

One point from this post is ------

Talk to you soon!

25 Sept 2016

Hi Again!

Hi! Long time no post, by long time I really mean a really really long time! Teehee!
I changed my banner. Made it by myself, I wish it looks good.
If it's not, it's okay, because I like it lol

Anyway, what are you up to? Wish you always good, whether it is body, brain, or your heart.

I am good, but not really. But yeah I'm okay. I mean it! You don't have to worry.
Many things happened, it was good and bad. Like this life, never stop changing.
But I always thank God, whether it is good or bad ones, it will always lead me to something.
And everything happened for a reason, I will always stand up and strong.

You too, okay?
I think I will give you a quote about it, hope it will make you better.
Will write more, hope I can keep my word lol

See you around!

12 May 2014

My 1st experience~

こんばんは!

hiyaaaaah satu resolusiku di tahun ini alhamdulillah terwujud lagi... Mau tau apa?! Aku mulai cosu~ yeay!
Terwujud jugaaa cosu pertama di Jogja, tapi bukan di Jogja Japan Week, tapi di Japan Java Cullture Fest di UTY heheh ///// Cosu jadi Mirai Kuriyama. Awalnya sempet galau mau cosu atau ga, tapi udah capek-capek bawa-bawa costum masa ga dipake (pikirku), dan disemangatin sama Kak Joe juga, akhirnya yatta~~~~



 Hijikata-san & Okita-san XD



 hiiiiiwwww /////////
 Paporit ///////////
 Thanks for coming bestie~
 Ini dia Kak Joe! A good companion!
 Farfalla Kurenai, sugoi~
 Double Mirai nyuww~
 Group foto~
 Yang mirip Pita hihihi

Otsukaresamadeshita~ Arigatou gozaimasu~

Aaaah karena sibuk muter sana sini, poto sama ini itu, jadi ga sempet muter-muter ke stand-stand. Tapi sebelum pulang mampir ke satu stand, terus nemu keychains Sanji-kun, aaahahaha sasuga me, dibeli! xD


本当に楽しかった! See you in my next post~


ディナール

22 Apr 2014

Dream job?

こんばんわ!
I don't know why I suddenly have an inspiration to write about my dream job. Please bear with my imagination, because it might be something you think that it's silly, childish, or even you will think that I have no spirit to struggle in this harsh world. Just, well, why so serious?!

My dream job:
1. I wish I could just read mangas or novels and get paid because of it.
I love reading, especially manga and novel. And when I read it, it seems like I have move to another world and I could travel to another places without have to worry about money or even my recent problem. I just think that why we have to worry so much about finding money and how to keep alive for worrying such thing. I just wondering why we can't do what we love to do and can keep our live from it?! Just that simple, as long as we are happy, is that even a problem?!

2. I wish I could watch animes or films and tell people about my reviews without have to write it down!

3. I wish I could travel around the world and stay where I want to, anytime and anywhere I want without have to worry about anything.

4. I wish I could collect all the collectibles of Doraemon, Sailormoon, Creamy Mami, and One Piece without have to spend any cent.

5. I wish I have a power to keep this world from falling apart and make it a better place.

That's my dream job. A dream is just a dream if I can't make it real. So I struggle now to make it real, even I know some of it might not ever be happen. But, who knows?! You never know what will happen. Tell me yours if you mind.

See you in my next post...


ディナール

17 Apr 2014

Little walk

Long time no post! Last night I went to Ace Hardware to buy some gifts for my friend's wedding. There are so many cute stuff I really want to buy but unfortunately I have no money so I just capture it lol lol! Here are some pictures~

 Hello Kitty! Pinku!


 I want this clock



 Kawaii.......










 Kawaii.......
 Kawaii painting!
 Eiffel painting! Sugoi!
Separated? LOL





 Fish!


 Kawaii clock!
I also want this clock!

Today was quite fun, let's have some more fun tomorrow and all day! Tanoshikatta desu! See you in my next post...